1. Your Turn ;
    20 Dec, 2011
    Your Turn ;
    I don’t need you anymore. I’ve learned how to let go. But if you need me, its your turn to chase after me, your turn to wish for me on 11:11, your turn to say sorry, your turn to cry every night because I won’t talk to you. It’s your turn to write blogs about me, and how much pain your in. It’s your turn to complain to your friends because I give you late and dead replies. It’s your turn to fake a smile in the morning. It’s just your turn. Because for me, It’s over.
  2. Dear You ;
    17 Dec, 2011
    Dear You ;
    I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again, because I didn’t know how I could wake up one morning and have it all hit me. I didn’t know I could miss you this much.
  3. Everything Will Be Okay ;
    16 Dec, 2011
    Everything Will Be Okay ;
    Look in the mirror and fix yourself up. Wash away those tears. Be strong, suck it up. No one else can know. Paint on a smile and walk away. You’re okay, you should be, that’s what they all see.
  4. Dear You ;
    12 Dec, 2011
    Dear You ;
    You make me happy, but I don’t trust you. I actually don’t believe a single thing you say. I think you’re constantly lying to me, and I’ve grown to accept it. You have no idea how happy you make me, or how dishonest I view you as. For the past three years we haven’t talked about dating. I value happiness more than trust in a relationship. I hate reminding myself we’re not in a relationship.
  5. Just Because ;
    10 Dec, 2011
    Just Because ;
    Just because she makes fun of herself, doesn’t mean she’s completely comfortable with herself. Just because she walks alone to class, doesn’t mean she doesn’t have any friends. Just because people talk about her, doesn’t means she likes it. Just because she laughs all the time, doesn’t make her annoying. Just because she gets a lot of attention, doesn’t mean she is an attention freak. Just because she gets things from her parents, doesn’t mean she is a spoiled brat. Just because she is a
  6. Thinking ;
    05 Dec, 2011
    Thinking ;
    She thinks about you nonstop and you’re all she talks about. When she talks to you, she always has that goofy smile and she truly looks happy. With one hug, you make her melt and you always leave her with butterflies. But at the same time, when she’s upset it’s usually because of you, but she refuses to see any bad in you. And no matter how many people try and tell her different, she believes you’re perfect for her and worth every second of the wait. But she’s too scared to tell you any of this
  7. I Refuse ;
    30 Nov, 2011
    I Refuse ;
    I refuse to cry over you anymore. Yes, I still care. To be honest, I think I’ll always care. But life’s too short, and I’m going to do my best to be happy, with or without you.
  8. Don't Worry ;
    29 Nov, 2011
    Don't Worry ;
    He’ll miss you. You’re the best he could get and he blew it. Don’t let him make you think for one second that it was your fault. It’s not. He screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong. You gave him your heart and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn’t. And honestly, he’s not mature enough. He’s not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being and been with you in every spare second he could. But he didn’t, and now he’s gone.
  9. No Girl ;
    26 Nov, 2011
    No Girl ;
    No girl deserves an asshole. Every girl deserves a man that will go out of his way to be with her, that will not be ashamed to say, “That’s my girl,” that will stick out the rough times and cherish the good times. And even when it all comes to an end, he has the guts to say, “I loved that girl, I always will.”
  10. Chasing ;
    23 Nov, 2011
    Chasing ;
    I’m not going to spend my life chasing people. You wanna leave? Fine then, go ahead. ‘Cause I’m done with chasing and caring for people who never had interest in me. Nothing lasts and people change. I’ve learned love is hard and life is strange.
  11. Dear You ;
    19 Nov, 2011
    Dear You ;
    You asked why I don’t talk to you anymore, and please believe me when I say it’s not that I don’t want to. It’s just that everything I want to say, are the words that should be left unspoken.
  12. Let Go ;
    17 Nov, 2011
    Let Go ;
    When letting go becomes the hardest choice you’ll ever make, all you have to do is keep calm for awhile & tell your heart, “All things come and go, you only have to learn how to set it free.”
  13. I'm a Girl ;
    14 Nov, 2011
    I'm a Girl ;
    Who wouldn’t care how much I eat in front of people. I wouldn’t care if I had a stain on my shirt and I would just crack up if people point it out and freak out. I would start dancing out of nowhere if a good song plays on the radio. I would lip synch to whoever is next to me. I could chase my guy in the middle of the mall screaming. I’m the type to grab your pencil and hide it, trying my best to not crack up when you freak out looking for it. I am a bad liar but when I do lie I make myself
  14. When a Girl Leaves ...
    05 Nov, 2011
    When a Girl Leaves ...
    You don't let her walk away, you run the hell after her and pour your heart out on the pavement. You have to tell her all the reasons you love her, and you gotta mean every word of it. You better kiss her like you’ve never kissed her before and hold her in your arms like you’re protecting the world, because she is your world. Fight for her. Don’t let her go. Because once she walks out on you, there’ll be nothing more you can do. And let me tell you boy, you will regret it.
  15. Dear You ;
    02 Nov, 2011
    Dear You ;
    It'd take about a year to explain ... everything you’ve put me through that’s led us to where we are today. Not saying it’s entirely your fault, but when you come back in a month or two just like every other time, I hope to God I have the f*cking strength to say “No, you broke me and I’m tired of the same thing happening over & over & over again”, or something around those lines. There are so many people who do the exact same thing you do, & so many girls like me who fall for it. Yes, you are
  16. Dear You ;
    02 Nov, 2011
    Dear You ;
    You were right. I’m not the same. I’m a completely different person. I act different, I think different, I feel different. It doesn’t mean I’m still not me on the inside., deep down. I’m still the same girl who fell for you long ago. Saying you want the old me back doesn’t help when there’s no explanation as to how I’m different. It made me think alot though. I do alot of the old things I used to now that we’re apart. I hang out with my old friends more, do all of my homework, spend time with
    01 Nov, 2011
    I wonder if you’d notice when I’m not around. I wonder if you’d miss me when I’m gone.
  18. Things I've Come to Conclude :
    01 Nov, 2011
    Things I've Come to Conclude :
    Every time I get my hopes up about something, I get slapped in the face by disappointment. Expect nothing from no one. Things that mean a lot to you, don’t necessarily mean jack shit to others.
    15 Jun, 2011
    People don’t play basketball because its fun . Ask any player , most of them fear it . But they couldn’t imagine life without it . Its a part of them ; the love / hate relationship . It’s what they live for . They live for the long practices , cheers , long bus rides , championships , night games , & countless pairs of basketball shoes and long socks . They live for the taste of water or gatorade and to hear coaches that yell and laugh . They live for the way it feels when they beat the other
  20. This Year ;
    21 Mar, 2011
    This Year ;
    Through everything that has gone on in school ; I've learned one thing from it : don't fcukk around with the boys at the Ridge . You're just bound for heartbreak . Trust me ; I've been through it & it isn't pretty at all . Going through what I did , changed me so much . Just cause of one little worthless boy , it changed my perception on all of them - that they're all the same ; they lie , they cheat , they're fake , & they never know how to appreciate a girl ; instead they just use them just
  21. Reasons Why I'm Single
    20 Mar, 2011
    Reasons Why I'm Single
    it's pLain and simple ; BOYS . they're so flocking fake , like no lie . i can't stand the way they act - so fcUking hard , like they're the shit , that they can get any girl they want ; blah , blah , blah , it's all just so much bullshit to me . i'm like so sick of it . boys try to talk to me all the time , but I act like a complete bitch and all hard to get with " a wall up " all the time ; it's cause i'm not the type of person who wants to get fcuked around with . & more than half of them just
  22. Boys ;
    23 Feb, 2011
    Boys ;
    They all just want one thing : to hit it & quit it or some of you might say smash & dash . To me , all boys are the same unless they prove me otherwise . To them , girls are like a prize  or so called " trophy " ; something they like to show off to their friends . . . . show that they got the girl , smashed her , & then leave her ass sitting there wondering if she did something wrong . Don't ever toy around with a girl's feelings . . . . Don't use her as second string because you didn't get your
  23. Little By Little ;
    21 Feb, 2011
    Little By Little ;
    I’m starting to figure out who I am . I found out a lot in the past months . I bottle up my emotions because I’m afraid of confrontation . I literally love to be alone , but I don’t feel alone . Its just how I was raised . I am the middle sibling . My brothers are in the same age group . So when I played with my toys , I played alone . When it was time to eat , I ate alone . I did everything alone since I was a young girl . I love my privacy and dislike when people ask me questions about my
  24. Insecurities ;
    14 Feb, 2011
    Insecurities ;
    It's always the prettiest people who are painfully insecure . Always trying to look their best - now and days , it's all about being super skinny and absolutely beautiful . & people ( boys ] don't realize that it isn't easy . It's not easy being sexy and good looking . It's actually the hardest thing of all . Most girls don't wake up and look beautiful as they do when they go out . I'd be damned if i was that lucky . Most girls have to work their way up to what they think is beautiful . ( They
  25. Girls ;
    10 Feb, 2011
    Girls ;
    Mistake Infatuation for Love . Some girls don’t realize that their 18 year old boyfriend or older is probably just using them for sex . Why would an older man ever date a middle schooler ? & you should know better than to brag about having sex around school . What’s so cool about getting pregnant and dropping out of school ? I still don't understand that . You girls need to understand that those guys are just horny people who can’t get girls their age , so they aim for young , innocent girls
  26. My CRAZY Adventure on 12.23.2010
    24 Dec, 2010
    My CRAZY Adventure on 12.23.2010
    So I decided Wednesday that I should spend the night at my friends : Maiah & Brianna's house ( bad idea . ) , lol . Yesterday I woke up at noon because we stayed up all night long making YouTube videos and playing freakin’ LIFE (: , ahhhh ; gee shiit . . . . but anyways , we’re all awake and their mom calls us & is like :  " i need you girls to walk to Walmart and get some milk ."  I was like okay whatever , I better be getting my BK after . lmao , so we leave their house and we’re walking out
  27. What's a Girl Suppose To Do ? ;
    19 Dec, 2010
    What's a Girl Suppose To Do ? ;
    When nothing is going right and everything seems completely wrong ? When she gets knocked down again and again , but for once she is finally too weak to get back up ? When she seems like she’s the only one vs. the world ? When she doesn’t understand why the things that happen to her do ? When she is always alone because she’s scared of what her parents will say to or about her next ? When the people she needs to talk to most are never there ? When the only thing she can do is cry to make things
  28. Corol Jade Saeger <3 ;
    16 Sep, 2010
    Corol Jade Saeger <3 ;
    Rest In Peace : Corol Jade Saeger _ 7/23/08 - 9/16/10 . I love you little cousin <3 . You will be missed so much , you were only two ; but you were the most loving and inspirational person I have came across .. You were the true definition of a walking miracle . You will always be in my heart . I’m never going to ever forget you . You’re with god now & you’ll be safe in his arms ; look out for aunty & uncle for me when I can't - everyone loves you Corol & life wont be the same without you ;
  29. Cancer Survivor ;
    05 Apr, 2010
    Cancer Survivor ;
    On October 31, 2008 I was diagnosed with stage 3 Ovarian Cancer. A week and a half before Halloween I was hospitalized at like 3 in the morning due to some really serious stomach pain. I was fine that entire day, like I went to school & then I went to our Barnes & Nobel night at Barnes & Nobel of course because my really good friend was performing for hand-bells & then for chorus & I told her I’d be there for support. I felt perfectly fine, I wasn’t having any stomach pains or anything. Just