1. What My Relationships Have Taught Me ;
    09 Oct, 2015
    What My Relationships Have Taught Me ;
    I learned that you can be in a relationship with someone for two years and feel nothing ; whereas you can be in a relationship with another person for two months and feel everything ... Time is not a measure of quality , of infatuation , or of love .
  2. I Think ..
    09 Oct, 2015
    I Think ..
    People who don't wet their toothbrush before using it are very strange and should not be trusted .
  3. College Be Like ..
    09 Oct, 2015
    College Be Like ..
    Housing: $3,562 Meal plan: $1,437 Books: $1,749 Enrollment: $983 Air: $3,274 Grass: $4,284 Sidewalk: $5,284 The sun: $3,381
  4. The Purity Of a Kiss ;
    09 Oct, 2015
    The Purity Of a Kiss ;
    I think kissing is the most purest and rawest form of physical contact a person could ever come across and experience . Sex is intimate , yeah , but you can have sex with just about anyone . A kiss though , oh god .. A kiss can change your world . A small touch between two pairs of lips can blow your mind . Whether it be short and sweet , or long and intense . And when you finally find someone that looks at you like you're more beautiful than a blossoming rode ... You just never want to feel
  5. It's Live ! ;
    09 Oct, 2015
    It's Live ! ;
    So the fact that I finally made my blog public after 5 whole years like still blows my mind . I guess I wasn't ready to let people in and see the madness that goes on in my mind sometimes , lol . But now , I actually want people to know how I operate . What makes me tick . What I'm into and what I'm not . What absolutely blows my mind . Why I'm me .. How I look at it , when people view a person's blog it's like they are all looking at that person naked ... completely vulnerable with nothing to
  6. 1 AM Thoughts ..
    09 Oct, 2015
    1 AM Thoughts ..
    Honestly , it's seriously time to let go of the past and move on .. It's doing nothing but hurting you and holding you back baby girl ..
  7. Emily ;
    08 Oct, 2015
    Emily ;
    I really can’t believe that’s it’s been 244 days since you've been gone … I think about you everyday . My cousin got her permit today .... Instantly made me think of you and how excited you were to take on the world . You are truly a gift from God . One like no other . I didn’t know you for very long and it sucks that it has to stay that way , but you were just absolutely amazing . Your vibe & energy could make any bad situation positive again . Seeing that beautiful smile throughout camp was
  8. Forever In Paradise ;
    06 Oct, 2015
    Forever In Paradise ;
    Sad to hear that you're officially gone ... I really don't want to accept it , but I really have no other choice . Another one gone too soon , rest in paradise Bailey . You were such an inspiration to everyone you crossed paths with . Prayers continue to go out to your family ❤
  9. Basketball ;
    06 Oct, 2015
    Basketball ;
    It's officially basketball season and I know I am super pumped about it . But , I just wanted to let all my wonderful friends and family know that I am officially a member of FIU Women's Basketball team this year . To ease everyone's excitement .. I am not playing this year , instead I am helping manage the team ... I went to walk out tryouts because it's mandatory for every team to have one , but they were already full so they offered me a manager position to stay in the loop with the team . I
  10. Bet You Didn't Know ...
    02 Oct, 2015
    Bet You Didn't Know ...
    Did you know that you actually can never forget a face ? Every single face you've ever seen during your life gets stored into your memories , and gets used up for later . For example , in dreams your brain can't just make up a face . Every single face you've seen in your dreams , you've seen somewhere once in your life . And those strange nightmares you've had of those terrible demon-like creatures ? You've seen them around before too , you just can't remember . You don't want to remember .
  11. Be Patient ;
    01 Oct, 2015
    Be Patient ;
    You'll become financially stable . You'll get that work done . You'll finish that work for class . You'll get that degree . You'll get over your ex . You'll find the right one . Everything in due time , just be patient .
  12. My One Request ..
    30 Sep, 2015
    My One Request ..
    Please don't cheat one anyone .. because they will never be the same . Aside from the trauma , you'll affect their future relationships and cause them to develop severe trust issues against the people the come in contact with . It's wrong and it's evil and it's not fair when someone looks at you with happiness and brightness in their eyes and you hurt them in ways they'd never hurt you ..
  13. 15 Different Kinds Of Love ;
    26 Sep, 2015
    15 Different Kinds Of Love ;
    • Infatuation - loving feelings towards a love object that are largely based upon fantasy and idealization (instead of experience). Often when partners get to know each other, infatuation diminishes. • Romantic Love - an abiding love for a partner with whom you feel passion, attraction, caring and respect. • Eros - a passionate love usually involving sexual feelings for a love interest. • Compassionate Love - feelings of warmth towards a friend with whom you love to spend time with. •
  14. Things I Wished I Realized Earlier ..
    24 Sep, 2015
    Things I Wished I Realized Earlier ..
    25 things I wish I realized while I was still in high school .. 1. That zit on your cheek literally does not matter . 2. Skipping class one time will not ruin your entire life . 3. The boy you’re trying so hard to impress will mean nothing to you in a year . 4. Bring coffee to school and ignore people who make fun of it . 5. Bring a snack , too . Don’t care if people hear you eating in class . 6. Being popular isn’t and will never be something that seriously defines who you are . 7.
  15. Love ? ;
    23 Sep, 2015
    Love ? ;
    What is love ? Are your palms sweaty , is your heart racing , and is your voice caught within your chest - it isn't love , it's like . You can't keep your eyes or hands off them , am I right ? It isn't love , it's lust . Are you proud , and eager to show them off ? It isn't love , it's pride . Do you want them because you know they're there ? It isn't pride , it's loneliness . Are you there because it's what everyone wants ? It isn't love , it's loyalty . Are you there because they kissed you or
  16. "I Love You"
    20 Sep, 2015
    "I Love You"
    "I love you" means that I accept you for the person that you are , and that I do not wish to change you into someone else . It means that I'll love you and stand by you even through the worst of times . It means loving you even when you're in a bad mood , or too tired to do things I wanna do . It means loving you when you're down , not just when you're fun to be with . "I love you" means that I know your deepest secrets and don't judge you for them , asking in return that you don't judge me for
  17. Athletes ;
    19 Sep, 2015
    Athletes ;
    Athletes date other athletes to have someone motivate them when they can't believe in themselves . Athletes date other athletes because they both know what it feels like to be too tired to talk on the phone late at night . Athletes date other athletes because they both know what its like to chase a dream . Athletes date other athletes because they don't need anyone that's going to hold them back .. Get with the dream or get lost .
  18. Pablo ;
    13 Sep, 2015
    Pablo ;
    Rest in paradise Pablo Colas . Prayers go out to your family and all your friends . You were such an amazing young man . I'm glad I got to meet you and see how much of a shining star you were . You'll truly be missed
  19. When I Die ;
    10 Sep, 2015
    When I Die ;
    Please please please , don't come to my grave and sit there for hours telling me how much you love and miss me , because those are the things I wanted to hear when I still could hear ..
  20. I'm Not ;
    07 Sep, 2015
    I'm Not ;
    I'm not anyone's first choice . I'm not anyone's favorite . People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I'm special to them , but I know there's someone they will always choose over me .
  21. It's Scary ;
    14 Aug, 2015
    It's Scary ;
    It's scary to find someone that makes you happy . You start giving them all of your attention because they're what makes you forget everything bad that's going on in your life . They're the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep , just so you can start and end your day with a smile . It all sounds great to have someone , but it's scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take all that happiness away too when they go .
  22. #LonerStatus
    21 Jul, 2015
    Deep in my heart I know I am a loner. I have tried to blend in with the world and be sociable, but the more people I meet the more disappointed I am. So, I've learned to enjoy myself, my family, and a few good friends.
  23. King ;
    07 Jul, 2015
    King ;
    (Future reference for my  loving future boyfriend) You don’t have to be strong all the time … Even kings get weary and worn. You can come home to me, drop your keys at the door, kick your shoes off, and bury your face in my lap as i stroke your face and cover you with kisses. We don’t have to say a word. Just come close and recharge and reboot and restore. You carry the weight of the world from 9-5. My lap is your home. My arms are your throne. We’re all alright.
  24. Post - Break Ups ;
    16 Jun, 2015
    Post - Break Ups ;
    The hardest part in a relationship is not the actual break up. But the hours, days, even the weeks after. The emotional state that you’re in. Constantly questioning yourself if it was the right thing to do. For others, you may know right away that it’s time to move on, but for the most part…you’ll always think twice. And the funny thing is, breaking up could just be the best thing that has happened in your relationship. Because after making up, it shakes you and makes you realize what you really
  25. Simple Reminder ;
    24 May, 2015
    Simple Reminder ;
    Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.
  26. Asshole Type Relationships ;
    24 Apr, 2015
    Asshole Type Relationships ;
    You don’t always have to be sweet and lovey-dovey all the time. You can be the assholes to each other and be mean. That’s when you know there is comfort. Making fun of each other, calling mean names, abusing each other. Abusing as in joking around. The playful fighting. That’s another way to show love.
  27. Biracial Relationships ;
    22 Apr, 2015
    Biracial Relationships ;
    I love when I’m out and I see a biracial relationship. That shows me that those two people don’t care about what anybody thinks about them. They love each other and that’s all that matters to them. I want people like that in my life.
  28. Books Books Books ;
    21 Apr, 2015
    Books Books Books ;
    I finished A Thousand Splendid Suns! I got Looking for Alaska and Veronika Decides to Die today. They’re so short compared to what I just finished, so I could probably finish them in less than a day lol. I cried twice with this book… Those are the best kind of novels lol.
  29. Different Types Of Kisses ;
    07 Apr, 2015
    Different Types Of Kisses ;
    ​ 1. French Kiss Probably the most famous kiss there is, the French kiss is an open-mouthed kiss where one person’s tongue touches the other person’s tongue. Also called a “tongue kiss,” the French kiss easy enough to execute, but it can take years to master. 2. Butterfly Kiss To give someone a butterfly kiss, get close to them so the tips of your eyelashes are touching theirs. Then blink very fast so your eyelashes flutter together like butterfly wings. It’s a fun, cute thing to do while
  30. Me ;
    03 Apr, 2015
    Me ;
    I get jealous at the smallest things I get mad at the simplest things I get bored super fast I get annoyed easily I think negatively too much I forgive people that shouldn’t be forgiven  I care too much I dislike a lot of things Sometimes, everything just bothers me  When I fall for someone, I fall hard
  31. I Need You To ;
    31 Mar, 2015
    I Need You To ;
    Let him go, get him out of your head; remember you’re not in his. Forget his birthday, his phone number, and the sweet things he said; remember those were lies. Delete his texts, take his contact out of your phone; remember he’s  talking to all those other girls instead. Quit wishing he’ll come back, stop putting yourself down, remember it’s not your fault; he had no good reason to leave. Just stop it, stop it all, and erase him from your past. Block out his name, ignore his texts, plug your
  32. When I Have My Own Kids ;
    26 Mar, 2015
    When I Have My Own Kids ;
    I want to actually be close to them to the point where they can trust me and tell me anything. I wouldn’t punish nor lecture them too harshly if they tell me the truth. I’ll let them go out and have fun with their friends, and get involved in relationships. I’m going to make them take care of their own responsibility, but I want to be there to guide them also. I don’t want to be the type of parent that controls their lives, like mine have done to me.
  33. Trust Issues To The Max ...
    10 Mar, 2015
    Trust Issues To The Max ...
    March 10, 2015, I was online on trulia.com looking at places to rent in the Miami area because I am in the process of transferring schools from Campbell University in NC to Florida International University in FL, and I came across this ad for this cute 3 bedroom , 2 bath house in Miami not too far from the school for $800 a month and I told myself that this is great , you’re not going to find something that low with unities included in Miami so I went ahead and contacted the owner saying that I
  34. </3
    28 Feb, 2015
    Yesterday morning I lost a friend and God has gained an angel … Honestly I’m beyond sick of having to do these . I’m so tired of crying . I can’t take this anymore . FUCK CANCER ! I would never wish it on anyone . It’s horrible . The constant battle we have to go through is ridiculous & I know my fellow survivors can agree with me . It’s not fair you know . Nobody deserves this . Laura didn’t , or Cathy .. Emily especially didn’t . Such beautiful souls gone way too soon . I still can’t believe
  35. I Will ALWAYS Blog This ..
    21 Feb, 2015
    I Will ALWAYS Blog This ..
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  36. Adventurous Relationships ;
    14 Feb, 2015
    Adventurous Relationships ;
    I don’t want one of those plain relationship. I want a relationship where the fun and adventure never ends. I don’t care how simple the adventure is, I’ll take you anywhere..Whether it’s a simple picnic at the park, or maybe we can walk on the beach together. Whatever it is, I just want to be able to make memories with you. Just give me that chance.